for shikanashi_kk . because she had already seen this, and att had wished she had studied violins. and craved for D1 XDDD.

clicky~~~


uh. yeah. the proportions and perspective and foreshortening are all wrong @__@;;. i'm a shame to my drawing mentor. i'm trying my best i swear ;^;... dammit it was so hard drawing Yagyuu's hair...


see you next week =3.


EDIT: to shikanashi_kk again. since we're already talking about HxH, THIS happens to be the only hetero pairing i really liked. yeah XD.




and... because this kind of post cannot be helped...

the last time i actually saw Michael Jackson's name is at Matsushita Yuya's (Kuroshitsuji-myu's Sebastian) myspace, and remembered him via David Cook's version of Billie Jean. my favorite videos of him are actually Billie Jean, Beat It, and Smooth Criminal (mafia dance number yeah XD). and yeah, Scream, They Don't Care About Us and Earth Song. there are many others, but always a certain kind of magic, a certain kind of story, a certain kind of catchy tune.

hell, even my Necromancer's dance routine in Guild Wars is of Thriller's...

i swear i really got distracted for some minutes when i first knew of it via a customer at work a few days ago. then there's the buzz earlier that he's not really dead and he's actually going to have an interview at CNN, etc...

i honestly couldn't believe he's dead. or, in the childish part of me, he could actually die. i kind of randomly remembered some quip that he intended to cryogenically preserve himself so he could live on in the future. but looks like that's never going to happen, and that's kind of sad.

first it's Francis. now him =(. once again i'm reminded of mortality, and it really gets me depressed.

it's not that he's my childhood hero or anything. he could have done things considered "freaky", but hell, everybody has their freak on but on different levels so that's kind of bleh to me atm =/ so give the person slack already=/. what i really really respect and what could never ever be denied is his contribution to art, his longevity, audio and video-wise. i really tip my hat to that.

i wonder what Yuya thinks right now, if ever he knew of the news already. even Masa's actually shocked/distraught/in denial --- he also happens to be every dancer's benchmark.




rest in peace then, Michael. there might not be Neverland, but i hope you find the absolute happiness you've long been looking for.

 ahaha mayezinha caught me^^;;. anyway...! meme for fun~~~ i don't really do this much because i doubt anybody would take up since it's me @__@;;

( Reply to this meme by yelling  )

Gentleman Tip of the day: if you want to write down something that is technically defined as "harsh" but you actually do not mean it to be "harsh", add some " =) " or " XD " or some other version of a smiley. it does make it "feel" less "harsh".

so. =) .

OMG.

and in... 180 minutes??? XDDD.

seems only the show in Shibuya. i thought it was snippet from one show to another. but anyway. 180 MINUTES *___* <-- is this actually for real anyway???

will he go Alex on stage?? =D?


july. august. i swear, some god of money out there must be laughing at me >__< ;;.

 yesterday:

ehh..?? to whoever you are, thank you XD! (even if it's just LJ itself playing with me, thank you stillXD)

i honestly didn't know what i did to deserve this... i know i don't write much here but actually use this as a router to my other site (see previous post)... and even if only for two months... still enough for me to explore that other side then...! *happy*

so of course, i had an excuse to finally make and add one of the icons i long wanted to post (see my userpic! grr dunno how to lower down file size without sacrificing image quality though >.>;; )

been feeling quite a bit under the weather, but this really cheered me up a bit. thank you~~~

it's really been so nice meeting you, starberryfiesta , kuro_akira (Bell*___*!), shikanashi_kk + friend (ack.. sorry i'm so weak in names >__< ; ), ricah_haruna (Naharu, my twin XDD!), Luna (i really have this feeling i've seen you before!) + lots others! met with neitaro too^__^. this weekend had really been unexpectedly the best fun i've ever had XD. i wish for a repeat XDD~~

with a little more people, i feel obligated now to make a reintroduction post^^;;. who i am and what's up atm:

1. i don't really write here much. where i really write on+picspam --> my doll diary,  dps_doll  , or my fan spazzing+life+works diary  dpsblack  . (feed lasts as long as it lasts^^;). and because i can customize wordpress more.
2. ...that said, 2 things warring for my attention --- bjds (ball-jointed dolls) and 中河内雅貴 (Nakagauchi Masataka aka MASA, that silver-haired guy in my header XD). though Masa is currently winning because his stuff is harder to get >___< ; and making me so broke.
3. and Masa had been the main reason why for the first time in my life i had flown to another country (ALTAR BOYZ aljdslkfjsldjfdsklfjklsdjk!). and he's the sexiest, most alive person i've ever seenXDDD and my life goal now includes watching him again and touching him at that time ahaha.
4. i also happen to like Shirota Yuu and Baba Toru (that glassed guy in my header) (and  neitaro  's been dangerously luring me to Yasu of Kanjani8 too, though admittedly i'm not that enamored to JE guys ahaha -- but that guy is just too killer smile and multi-talented to resist and... ugh... Kagotsurube *___*... just too attractive for a visual person like me ahaha... i wish Masa would do something as historically epic as this one day!)
5. as of late, listening mainly to Masa and BUCK-TICK (ugh.. i'm so neglecting Dir en grey... sorry >__< ;;. though i still love them...).
6. manga i'm currently obsessed on: VASSALORD X3.
7. i don't like taking pictures of myself, except for rare occasions. i like taking pics more of others =).
8. i'm kind of a yasashii character. irl i'm quite shy and very quiet... boringXD? --- really depends on the people around me. i'm a Libra+Dog = what more could you get out of this lol. i don't like fights, but when i fight for something (which is rare) i'll either rant or be a silent assassin. think of a cross between Kurama and Yagyuu (coincidentally, Yagyuu's b-day is just next to mine XD)
9. i like drinking. but i don't smoke (it's like... a personal vow not to add more to my vice XD). budweiser+pinot noir=♥
10. i don't think of life goals as "dreams". because "dreams" most likely will not come true. so i just word it as GOAL. and i work slowly but surely towards it.
11. my only current hang-up is my rapidly deteriorating energy >__< . resigning from my night job is so out of the question atm, and i hate having to resort to medication despite my doc's orders (she warned me that i'm already within overexhaustion, and nearing anemia) --- what should i eat/drink ;^;?? something that's just fast to eat (i'm honestly so at a loss here...!)