ahaha mayezinha caught me^^;;. anyway...! meme for fun~~~ i don't really do this much because i doubt anybody would take up since it's me @__@;;

Reply to this meme by yelling "words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you..

1. Masa
the only person who made me believe in all connotations of the sun. I know i sound like a broken record already, but i really cannot say enough how SEXY and SO ALIVE this guy is IRL. i stress specially the "SO ALIVE" description, because he is really this and much much more --- you can just see that he is totally living and enjoying the life he wants and the stage he is in, that he is really working hard even if he appears to be having fun, and he is walking his own "truth".  a true success story X3.  really inspiring!  so honest and genuine too, doesn't even hide his Cheers!mode ohoho
sometimes i pity him though --- it's like everybody leeches positive energy from him ;^;, but it really couldn't be helped --- you just  thaw and get affected by him. this is certainly one star i wouldn't regret continuing supporting... he really needs it!

2. Shinya 
another of my idols XD. i used to try to play guitar when i was younger, but  my fingers were too short to reach the frets ;^;. around elementary school... dammit i really wanted to play Slash's part in November Rain ahaha, not just be stuck to playing Bryan Adams and REM's Everybody Hurts XDDD why yes, i'm a closet GnR fan. and Bon Jovi. of their songs anyway XDD.
so i thought, "ok, i'll just play drums!" but i kind of didn't pursue this because i was too thin=kinda weak energy;^;. until now XD. i really doubted my musical, or artistic in general, ability.
until i saw the thin stick he is, banging away on the drums XD, with one of the greatest bands that ever lived XDDDD. he's also a genuinely yasashii person X3. he happens to idolize Yoshiki too (who i actually liked first being in X Japan and all). and that he's a constant healthy eater... but never gets fat XDDDD. so i thought "MY DREAM IS POSSIBLE*___*" ahahaha XDDD.
i really really want to seriously study drums one day...! have to figure out how to balance my schedule and get my health working with it though alsdjfljdsfljkd
some people also say i look like him, my closest friends even named me after him dunno if i should be insulted or not because... but i'm honestly flattered XDD. so i took up his name... written differently for me though.

3. dolls 
my current inspirations, my muses XD. i like that you can customize them... bjds actually! ever since i laid eyes on them on the net back then, i really wanted one. and i got one for my bday =). they somehow make visualization easier for me who constantly has a tired mind.
my only =( about them though --- even if you try to emulate "life" in them, you could never really capture "life". ceci n'est pas une pomme(?) times huh XD. 
there are times though i feel that they look at me disapprovingly for being a constantly busy owner ^^;;, but we adore each other just the same. dolls honestly don't creep me out XDDD;;. i also kind of believe that you should never throw away something that has a face... they make me broke though, like Masa *dies*

4. rikkai
never lose! i really like their motto XDDD. and i think they're the best, most accurate team in all permutations --- manga, anime, myu-wise. i feel konomi really wants them as his team but he knows he has to write about a struggling team everybody low in spirit would want to identify with --- tried and tested formula for successful manga ahaha XDD.
i learned to respect the color yellow haha. they're actually a frat, not a tennis club. j/k.

5. Niou
he's like my dream♥♥♥. specially when someone like Masa played as him XDDD. but honestly i find him difficult to write... nearest to my personality is actually Yagyuu (which is kind of scary^^;;. ♥.) he's actually easier to draw though... it's Yagyuu which i find difficult to draw this time alsjdfldsjfldsfjkl that prim and proper grr♥.
speaking of which, i think i can post some D1 art in the weekend, ohoho.

Gentleman Tip of the day: if you want to write down something that is technically defined as "harsh" but you actually do not mean it to be "harsh", add some " =) " or " XD " or some other version of a smiley. it does make it "feel" less "harsh".

so. =) .